Lie

My whole life were lie
My world was lie
Growing up I lost myself
I want to go back
I want to remove my habits
I want to delete my memories

The anger in me is inextinguishable
I want to lash out scream
I want to scream and shout
The anger in me is too big
For me to feel anger alone

I feel pain which is so deep
It's spike me inside
Breaking my soul rather than my heart
My soul wants to get out of this
But it's binded to my body by a lie

The lie that is so strong
The lie that's so powerful
Even when the soul lose all Vitality
It brings it back to experience it again and again
The process is long and never ending

The lie got stronger as days passed.
The soul lost all his will
Every time it regained
Foolishly it believe someone is helping
Not knowing the lie is not letting it to die