so,life...just a word? you might wanna think again...its more than that ,,, its pain,,,its happiness,, love,, hate ,,,its what you live and do ,,,,its what you feel ,,,isn't it funny how a single day can change your whole life ,,in a blink of an eye,,a word from someone you hate , love or even someone that you don't know it can change your life,,,your future ,,,it changes everything .
I have a story that i want to tell not the story of life may be just a chapter from it so i may start now.....
I was young happy my parents never had that much money but i was happy and satisfied ,,,i went to school and just lived my life perfectly fine,,,i had friends and i was loved by all of them never felt anything less than them,,,i never did!!
My grandma i loved her she was a really kind woman no one really understood her not even her kids,,,my mum always felt too tired of her words and what she used to do until that one summer the summer of 2005 we were just laughing and joking around with my grandpa and grandma...we were all talking and she was just cooking she wanted to pray but she didn't get to it...i saw her i saw her losing her soul...losing her life in no time,,,her body was lying there not moving ...she was dead..she lost her life she didn't see it coming...nobody did !
since that summer life was really different we had to move in with my grandpa someone had to look after him..we stayed there for three months...and my grandpa changed he couldn't take the idea that its his daughter that is taking care of him not his lovely wife....i never saw some one who loved his wife the way my grandpa did...so we had to leave..we couldn't go back to our house cuz now that we changed school it would be so hard to go on a two hour drive to school from home and same back....so we rented an apartment it was near to my grandpa...we still had to look after him...3 months later we had to leave...we kept going around...we didn't know where to go so we went back home....it was actually good for all of us...it was somewhere we can call ours !!!
days passed and i grew up i started to understand things ..i started to understand life i used to go to school 2 hours drive daily to and from ....who would have ever thought that if my grandma died this would have happened to me....going to a far school and going around not knowing where to stay...my own grandpa would kick us out and not wanting us to stay with him...
Well this is life its the so called life...i'm still living but i have faith that nothing stays the way it is no matter how you are so sure that nothing would ruin your life or even change the way you live ,,,something always comes up from where you don't expect..i never get my hopes up. i never do anymore ...
P.S i love my grandpa .. i miss him so much..may he rest in peace :)