Light into the Night

This is one of the lonely nights and disturbing thoughts that I'm about to share. There are times I usually think about just being laid-back and wishing to be buried down seven feet below. I've been trying to cope up every life's lashes of thorns. I'm definitely low-key hurting and withstanding everything to keep a straight and strong face. I have no one to talk to for the fear of judgment, rejection and most importantly, doesn't want to become a burden to others. I don't want them to feel my sadness 'cause I don't want to radiate negativity. As much as possible, I try to be positive about life. Thinking about the blessings more than any problems. I always tell myself seeing light unto this darkness matters most and I always incorporate hope in every aspect of emptiness I am feeling.

This is the only way to give off the heavy burden in my chest. That is to write what I feel and wash off all thoughts in my psyche.