You are okay. You will be okay.
You love her so much, don't you? You want to get mad at her for loving someone else when you are the one who's always been there for her. You held her hand and stand by her when some guy left her. You became her crying shoulder when her friends turned their backs on her. You brought her to places she wants to go. You gave her all your time and attention. You put her happiness on top of your priority list.
But then one day, you got tired. You decided to make yourself the priority. She told you that it's okay, that you deserve all the happiness in the world. But little did she know that she is your happiness.
You went to a place where you know you won't think of her. You didn't text her even when you want to. She passed your mind but you convinced yourself that you don't care about her, what she do or who's with her. You acted like you don't care for so long but in the end, you found yourself missing her. You longed to hear her voice, her laughs. You longed to see her eyes.
You came home and she's the first thing that comes to your mind. You wanted to see her. You hated yourself for loving her so much. For always missing her. But it's okay. It's okay to love her while she loves someone else. It hurts a lot but just let your heart be because it'll get tired. Sooner or later, it will stop beating for her. You will still want her in your life but it won't be the same anymore. She won't be your priority anymore but you will still be a friend to her.
You will be okay. You will be happy even when she's not in your arms.