LOVE ! you irony

The choice is yours..
To have "pain in happiness" OR "happiness in pain"

Now I know how love pains

But in freedom is more pain, wish letting go was easier...

And in pain you crave for freedom, which will only make you think

was the pain better? at least it was a constant companion

Maybe you got used to its company...

Right or wrong I don't know. but thats the irony in my life!

This pain is incomparable to anything

It liberates you & it encages you

it strengthens  & it weakens, 

it heals & it damages,

makes you feel alive, in another imaginary fantasy world...

makes you forget how to live in the real world

Once you have felt this, either you don't feel anything else anymore or feel everything too deeply

All that makes you alive is this pain,

and in this, you build another world of yours, 

because here, this is the only thing no one can take away from you

Start living with it, trying to find happiness in this

Oh dear,

How can happiness be found here? 

Does it even exist in your created world of pain? How can it?

Did you forget how people warned you?

To find happiness, this is the letting go you must start with..

Not forgetting the person or your relationship, but just the pain

You don't need to hate anything, just slowly forget the sorrow

So I say it again -

The choice is yours..
To have "pain in happiness" OR "happiness in pain"