Magic.

Dear Love, 

I don't know what I'm feeling right now, I can't distinguish the feelings tangled all together in my heavy heart, is it because you're leaving again ? or is it because this cruel life didn't give me the chance to hold you in my arms one more time before you go ?   But I can't blame this life, I knew it from the start, I knew it would all come back to this in the end, nobody said it would be easy, the distance that is keeping me away from you is killing me softly. Everyday, when I wake up in the morning, my wish is to wake up where you are, wake up to your smell, to your beautiful face looking at me innocently,.. I know it can't happen but it would still be my one and only wish until the death of me. But you know, you are worth all of this, worth all of me waiting for you, you are the kind of person anyone would wait and sacrifice their lives for. 

I settled for distance because I wanted magic, magic is you and I choose you over everything. and because you're magic, I don't get to be with you all the time, like I have to wait and wait to get the chance to live the magical moments you offer me when I'm with you... 

My dear love, I want you to know that I'm thankful and grateful for everything we have now, it seemed like a dream from the beggining, a fairytale that you made come true and I know that, despite what they told us, fairytales may not always have happy endings, I know that the sun will set and rise without you here by my side, I know that lost and hurt are inevitable and I know that magic is not forever but what I really know and what I'm sure of is that I love you to the moon and far far back, always, forever.

                                                                            Love always,

                                                                            Your sunshine.