The Moment of Nirvana

Today as I sit in my bedroom with my cat comfortably sleeping in my lap, a thought suddenly appears. I wonder if magic exists in life. Why are some days better than the others? And what is it that the day has in store for me today? Well, today I feel at peace with myself. Neither am I excited nor am I low. I am happy but not very happy. I am looking forward for the upcoming moment yet I am perfectly conscious of the present moment which is passing by. I am drowsy yet wide awake. Contradictions are somehow making a complete sense today as they are keeping the necessary balance in my life. When I slowly close my eyes nothing bothers me or makes me feel uncomfortable. All I experience is a pure state of bliss. I feel surrounded and protected by a peaceful aura. As the soft music from the headphones reaches my ear drums and they respond to it I feel out of this world. Every moment seems to be passing slowly and making its existence count like it never did before. As I am writing with my pen which is moving along with the speed of my thoughts, I can see my feelings translating onto this paper where they would stay forever! It’s magic when words come to me by themselves and I become a medium between some unknown world of thoughts, penning down the realities of it onto paper. It’s like some unknown force makes me do it, without pausing for even a moment to think or ponder upon. Sometimes I find myself so engulfed in its magic that being unable to hold my tears, I cry as I pen the words down for some unknown yet happy reason. This is the time when I laugh, dance, breathe and sing through writing .I feel all my emotions well up to their purest form of existence and flow like a river which is unstoppable and ever flowing, which carries everything along in its way and meets the ocean ultimately. At these instances I feel my soul freed from its bodily existence into a higher level of peace and divinity. The life stands still and all the negative things are far away from my reach. I smile to myself as I realize, this is it. The moment of Nirvana!