Mulakaat

Aaj ka din... Tm mere samne ek bar fir... Is bar bohot samay ke baad.. Pehle ki tarah aaj b saari khushi tumse Milne ki apne andar samet Lena chahti thi.. Ye to mjhe kabhi samajh hi ni aaya ki mei ESA q krti Pr bs vo khushi andar hi andar mere dil ki tez dhadkano ke chalte khoon ki tarah pure shareer mei fel gyi ... Fir jijhakte hue jitni koshish ho sake utne aupcharikta ke saath "hi" bol ke chal Di tmhre saath ...fir yuhi do chaar sawal Jo har safar se thak ke aae hue insan se puche jate h... Mei to bs khush thi tmhre saath chal ke... raste bhar sochte sochte kya mei ye bolu tmse kya ye puchu ya sirf pyar se niharti rahu apne pyar ko aur ye sochu itna pyara b koi kese ho skta h... Kher sochte sochte rasta kat gya tum apni hi dhun mei magan the ... Ghr aagya ... Mene ghr ka darwaza khola tmhra saman andar rakha... Or chal di kitchen ki taraf ... Pani or kch khane ka saman lane....
Tm..... Tm to hamesha se hi mast maula the... Adat se majboor ... Aas pas padi chizo pr nazar dalke tumne firse mjhe chidhana shuru krdiya "pta nhi Maa esi bahu dekh ke kya kahegi " us tym to chidh ke mene mu bna diya tha tmhri trf dekh kr par andar hi andar abhi hui apni bezati ke gusse se zada tmhri Maa ki bahu yani tmhri biwi hone ka khayal zada acha LGA mjhe....
Shaam ho gyi aaj khana ghr Pr ni bnaya tha mene ... Qki mera bnaya hua khana pta nahi tmko kesa lge is baat ka dar abhi tak gya nahi tha mere man se ... Akhirkar tmhri nazro mei ek sughad grahani bnna chahti thi mei ... Hmne khana bahar se hi manga liya... Khane khake hm hmare 14vi manzile ke flat ki balcony mei aake bethe... Tmne kch apni sunai ... Mene kch apni... Baatein zada hoti ni thi hmre beech kbhi ye baat mjhe ajib zrur lgti thi Pr fir vo sukoon Jo tmhre ehsaas se milta tha usme khoke baki SB bhool jati thi... Kya sahi kya galat ye SB nhi sochna tha mjhe ..hmre beech kya h q h kesa h ..ye SB ni sochna chahti thi mei .. Mjhe to bas tmhri aankh on ke zariye tmhra dil padhna chahti thi... Mjhe nhi pta ki tm meri ye bate kitni smjhte the .... Pr dil ke ek kone se awaz aati thi tere hi jesa h iska pyar b maan mei rakh ke palega Pr kabhi jataega nhi.. Vahi balcony mei Bethe Bethe aankh lag gyi hmri jb aankh khuli to dekha sooraj ki pehli kiran apna prakash bikher chuki thi ... Bs us lamhe mei jee Jana chahti thi mei ... Sab samet ke ek bakse mei band krdena chahti tmhre saath hone ka ehsas tmhri khushbu ...vo subah .... Thodi hi der mei mjhe ehsas ho gya ki tmhre Jane ka waqt aagya tha dil beth gya mera tmhe rok Lena chahti thi apne pas ... Par zindagi ESE ni chalti... Tmhe uthake tayar hone ke liye bhej diya ... Or pehli bar tmhre liye nashta apne haatho se bnake pack krdiya ... Pack isliye kiya ... Qki vo dar abhi b man mei tha ... AGR bura hua to ... Usko khate hue tmhri ajib ajib shakle bnana or fir se mjhe chidhana ni dekhna chahti thi mei ... Nashte mei bread butter khila ke rawana krdiya tmhe ... Chodne Jane ka dsstoor mene nahi pal rakha tha tmhe jate hue dekhne ki himmat ni hoti h meri... Bs gae tm or ab tmhre vapas aane ke din ginne ki ulti ginti firse shuru ...