My Ocean of emotions ♥️

I seek you everywhere.
From every fake Facebook request,
To every unknown phone call

But this is not fair
Cuz you are never there,
Where I seek you.
May be you don't want to,
Because you just don't care
About me and my world
Which just revolves around you.

I wish, you knew
About my vulnerable heart
That just ask for you
In everything and in everyone.
And listen, this is not fun.
I am not a joke!
Cuz you were the first one to poke.
And stupid me, thought all to be true.
And  now I am hurt.
As today, you don't even knock
To my heart that is starving.
That is drowning
Every day, deeper and deeper
In the ocean of emotions.
There should have been atleast a sign of caution.
"Like swim at your own risk"
As you won't be there to assist.

Look, I am not drowning because I don't know how to swim.
But because I look for you to come and save me.
Because I don't want to swim.
Because I don't want to swim alone.
Because I still seek trust from you.
Because I believe I am destined to you.
Because I am tired of things.
Because I want to either saved or drowned.
It is up to you
What do you want?