Sometimes you don’t know who you really are, until you’re broken, then you start discovering yourself, are you patient, are you strong, do you forget easily or it takes you so long to recover and heal again, and sometimes, when you get hurt, you don’t know who you are anymore, because everything you were was related to him, every thought, every act, you become a person that depends on him and once he’s gone you don’t get to see who you are, you don’t recognize yourself .
Do you know that feeling when you finally find someone who you liked, and most of all, someone whose imperfections became your passion, you start liking everything about them, even those things you once hated about others. You know that with this person you’re going to let go a lot of things you once wanted away, like studying abroad, having someone romantic who always show you how real love can be, but you still choose the person you love over the things you love, and you let go all that romantic life you were wishing for just to be with him, he’s not perfect nor the man of your dreams, but you loved all of his imperfections.
Everything seems okay, you’re trying your best but you didn’t know that your best will never be enough because you were too busy trying to see what he wants, that you didn’t pay attention on what you want.
You thought that your relationship didn’t need anything while he was suffering in silence, you thought that you both maybe imperfect, but you’ll make what you have perfect, till the day he said I had enough and I don’t want you anymore.
Being Honest and say what you feel, that's the thing he was imperfect in, and that the thing I always wanted him to be like, but he’s always silent, I never knew what he’s thinking about, I tried so many times to make him talk but it was pointless, till the day he said goodbye.