NEVER THE END...

Copper hair, unshaved beard, round framed glasses...all these little things are what she falls for everyday...despite of the sight of him. Less than one metre away, standing so close, yet could not initiate a conversation. Is this going to  be forever? Will all of these be left unsaid? Is this how things will be? Unnecessary thoughts,so much of insecurities have been wrapping around her mind just like how coronary arteries wrap around the heart. Prolly the future will be better and all her feels now wilI just be a topic to think and laugh about. Too many goals are left to be accomplished, yet the thought of him makes it all invisible. The choices are either to blindly go for him and come back regretting or to pursue her own dreams and live happily. With all these thoughts in her mind, a mini question popped up...why do you assume that you'll come back? And what will you regret about?....Well certain questions are meant to be left unanswered. She's a little too wild. She doesn't like to be controlled,neither does she controls people. She wants to fly, she wants to jump off a cliff and still be alive, she wishes for all the impossibles just to make them possible. It's funny how she thinks she can't live without him. She knows,she knows that these feels are all temporary...Ugghhh,she really wish for them to be real though. Eventually, nothing lasts...except for all the memories. Sometimes her heart wants to make the mistake to get the lesson out of it and sometimes she doesn't want to even look at him,fearing the mistake that she will make might tear her heart apart. Again will it be a mistake? Her heart asks again, and again it's unanswered. It feels like he is the  best guy she had ever met in her life , or she hasn't met enough guys yet? Too many questions, too many doubts. Now,just wrap all of them and dispose them into the garbage and LIVE THE MOMENT!... Make mistakes,learn from them and keep your mind growing . Life has more to come.Life will serve you the right way when you serve it well. And girl, don't over think, never make assumptions. NEVER JUDGE! Each one of us are living a totally different life with different purpose and you can't be expecting everyone to be like you. You are born to win and achieve.Trust in no one but you,yourself.... Have a fantabulous day,readers!