NO

My weakness always lured me towards you.
My love always made me forgive you.

I was a strong girl until I loved you.
You became my only weakness
since the day I fell for you.

You used to say that you love me.
But I used to feel it's gradually fading away.
And you always kept on denying it.

But deep inside I always knew
only you'll be the reason
for this love to break.

Finally one day you spoke
and that wasn't something of love.
The truth was revealed.
Now you love someone else.
And I know love can't be forcefully made.

Thousands of dreams,
thousands of promises,
and thousands of hopes
shattered in a moment.
All I could see was
slowly I was loosing myself
into a room full of darkness.

I cried, I pleaded,
I did everything I could do.
You were staying far away
and I couldn't reach you
even if I wanted to do.

"NO". You said.
And you just left.
And I was right there
waiting for you
to come back again.

But you never turned back.
You never saw what happened to me.
Probably it's the eternal truth
that you never really loved me.

Here I'm today.
Writing about my heartbreak.
Hoping to gain all those dreams again
that I lost running behind you
while you always show me your back.

It's not the first time that I'm alone.
Even when I was with you,
I was still always alone.
Loneliness has always been my company.
I never really felt you'd been with me
whole heartedly.

One day I'll forget everything.
One day this pain will not be so painful again.
One day every pain will vanish.
One day I'll​ also start being selfish.

I hope I will forget you soon.
I'm sorry I couldn't get it when you said
that NO is not just a word,
it's a full sentence.