"Have you ever wondered why did I meet you? I thought we were meant for forever,but no we weren't. " I still saw his twinkling eyes and restless spirit but the same person who gave me a promise of a future shook my present. I knew somewhere that it would surface soon. I could feel the smoke of the fire that had already started. I didn't question him nor did I cringe about it.
Since then I have been trying to figure out the reason why I had met you if destiny ripped us apart. I would wake up at the middle of the night and wonder if you still think about me the way I do or have you already buried my thoughts. I searched for you in every crowd,in every person I encountered I searched a bit of You and in every little nuances I would be reminded of you.
Days passed, months and years. I learnt to carefully conceal my tears by the smile and occupied myself in order to avoid thinking about our happy times. I feared to be loved again.I stayed away from promises and hopes.But Destiny has always been hosting the biggest Surprise Party and then unknowingly 'He 'happened.
Like the silent breeze he gave me fresh breath,like the sunrays he lit up my path and quite unknowingly he stayed by holding my hand Even when I didn't want to.My heart still didn't recover from the past wound but somehow he walked in like the bravest soldier trying to protect me from every possible encounter. The dilemma of Right and Wrong,Moral and Immoral seemed to haunt me but it felt so right.
I don't miss you anymore holding his hand or his eyes don't remind me of the way you looked at me.He didn't question me about anything like you did but held my hand tightly Even when I didn't realize it.Let's meet up once where I can stand and answer to the questions which I failed that time. I would say-' I met you so that I don't repeat the same mistakes and ruin a beautiful bond. I met you to know about the shades of human nature only to find the best one, I met you to realize I deserve better, I met you to understand that the world isn't a place for showering unconditional love only but to be blessed with it'.
Yes I smile today but you are not the reason anymore. I wake up Happy but no I am not lost in your thoughts.I feel better but it's not because I have your love.
You left me in pieces and 'He' kissed my broken parts and transformed me into a beautiful Art....