As the clock ticks,
I am finding new reasons to end it all.
Disappointments keeps knocking,
And people's laughter still echoes.
The back talks still hurts,
Why don't they just stop.
The distant light keeps fading,
As the end date approaches,
I can't find a single reason to live for.
A new scar is being imprinted everyday.
This shivering never stops.
Hope is literally decaying day by day,
But they say,
Stop.
Get involved.
How the fuck should I act as a jovial soul?
When every masquerade is falling apart.
I am the one who dampens the spirit,
How the hell can I act happy when I am not.
Rantings with my ink,
Even this solace is now fading,
Can't gather words to express,
Sinking in the oceans of distress.
In a position where,
Nobody can save me now.