Crybaby.

There's a place, a million stars away where I'll be strumming my strings to create a beautiful melody while the echo reminds me, I'm lost.

I'll float throughout the cosmos that I solely own, gliding past the fine pieces of my shattered heart and broken memories, just to remind me of your sweet kisses and sugary lies.

Every single glittering star will remind me of his innocent yet devilish smile, the hurricane he brought in my body and when he vanished, he left a trail of devastation behind.

He came like December's faintest touch, whispered promises of forever and ever after. His palm on my cheek and thumb which traced the cracks in my lips making me feel the lazy warmth of sun’s shimmer on a cold wintery morning. His presence made earth jealous, as she would spin even faster which made time blurry. His aura made the dead roses bloom in my heart. His love made me impregnable, his love made me so fragile.

I crave for his touch that would stir up thousands of feelings unsaid, million of emotions unknown.

I'll raise a toast for the stars that aligned themselves, the so called destiny, that came crashing down as I closed my eyes and saw him disappear. The silence of abyss drowns the countless screams of my shriveled heart. My mind whimpers while my soul is famished.

I'm in a chaotic mess. Were you the angel or the devil? I don't know about that but love whenever I see the sky through my teary eyes, the constellations remind me of your perfect smile.

Y̶o̶u̶r̶s̶
Once upon a time when I was yours,
A.