Nostalgia

I didn't know when we grew distance from one another. We were still really happy back then, ready to entrust evey single happiness and fears, but I wonder what happened. When did we get so far away from each other?

I miss you.

I miss your smile. I miss every single joke that comprises our hidden story. I miss how our face screams "We are young" everytime we laugh.

I miss those conversations that reminds me how beautiful it is to live. I miss every single word that comes out from your mouth and how honest they seem to be.  Your stares, gosh, I badly miss those. I miss your eyes that tells your story and how bright they get everytime you say my name. We trusted each other. We never kept secret from one another. I was your diary, and you were mine too. But it seems that our book of secrets burned out in a blink of an eye. What happened? I'm still clueless even up to this very second.

Could you be my diary once again?

and can I be yours too?