Everything is not perfect.
All is just going smoothly and rough as well.
Then this day came, when you had enough.
I envy people like you, because when you had enough, you can just walk away and leave everything behind.
My thoughts became real, that night hurts but when morning came, even opening my eyes hurts most of what I heard.
I keep on telling myself that I'm okay but my body keeps telling otherwise. My body is slowly getting weak and I can't do anything about it so does my feelings.
I cover my ears with my hands, I keep my eyes shut. Smile and laugh but still nothing change.
It hurts.. But I still need to fight and pretend that everything is okay.
I need to keep going, for the people I love. For the people who depends on my strength.
If the day comes and my eyes don't open anymore, all I want is for you guys to be happy because this time, is my time to walk away and rest.