" the way you held my face and tucked my hair behind my ear and grabbed my waist, and whisper in my ear how much i mean to you. the way, you just know how to be simply be perfect when i look at you, the way you kissed me last night,this just made me fall deeper. i love you."
- your dumdum "
he smiled, smiled as he read this note. he couldn't stop smiling, he felt the happiest he has ever been. he thought everything was over, he thought he ruined his friendship last night, but it was the start to something beautiful. he ran and ran and ran, to hold her the tightest he can, to tell her how much he has loved her all these years, to tell her how much she mean to him, to tell her he loves her more than anything in this world.
he ran and ran, he ran because his dumdum, was leaving the country for studies. he wanted to give her that goodbye kiss she deserves, he called her a million thousand times, but this damn network. he ran, it was raining, he didn't care. he was just so excited. last night, he was drunk and he told her what he has been hiding for years, and kissed her. the next morning all he wanted, wanted was her. he felt so weak, it was the hungover, maybe that's why she just left him, as he was supposed to drop her. when he opened his eyes, he got this note laying on the drawer next to his bed.
all the memories flashed in front of his eyes, he was so happy. all these years he has just been adoring her smiles, when he wanted to kiss her, he has been by her side, when he wanted to be with her. he wanted to confess this now, now when he is all sober but high in her love. so finally, he reached.
he reached, and there she was. she knew he would come. she stood there, as if she already knew everything, she opened her arms for him, he ran and held her as tight as he could. he grabbed her face, looked into her eyes, and said i love y...
"will you wake up now, i have to catch a flight stupid" he heard this voice, as he stumbled and opened his eyes.why do you drink so much, you just slept on the couch after the party, now get ready, you have to drop me to the airport, she said.
it took him a while to realise it was all a dream, and by the time he realised this, she was leaving. he wanted to scream then and there, in front of everyone that he loves her. he felt paralysed, he just couldn't speak. he knew he would see her after few years now, or maybe not, or maybe never. she'll be busy in her own life now, maybe she'll remember him, maybe not.
he sighed, he went back to his car, wishing he could live his dream. so now, everyday when he wakes up, he hopes to find that note laying on the drawer, next to his bed.
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if you love someone, tell them now.