nothing more - nothing greater

I see you at the far distant edge of this caged classroom, standing in an awkward position I've come to love, with your slicked curls sticking out in the most nifty and adorable ways, with you back just slightly hunched enough for your minimalistic eyes to scope this beautiful tragedy I name- world, with your calloused fingers gripping a rectangular piece of silicon and me wishing it was my bony hand instead. 

Tantalizing, you were.

 Amidst in these endless garden, nothing could even tore my gaze away from the spellbinding figure I've set my auburn eyes on. i then would debate to my inner workings if either I should come up front and charged bravely bullet style or be meek and impose this secret connection that we had. It was maddening and riveting. 

My heart would quake, my bloodstreams would overflow, my breathing would brew storm, and let's not get started about what happens with my thoughts. 

With just one look that you shoot out from your bespectacled cobalt orbs that seems to shine like Andromeda, I'm utterly petrified yet at the same time, languidly liquefied. Then somewhat fate decides to side on me (finally), you turn that body of yours that I love so much towards my unholy direction, what a savory twist, north finding it's south, and then I, being volatile to whatever you do, immediately perks up like quills of an urchin. Your movement was gallant, even my eyes play inside my head, treating your march up to me as if there's sunset edged behind you, by the last few steps of this forbidden journey, you came to an excruciating halt. I stiffened, mortified of the dangerous ideas stirring inside my contaminated conscience but then you opened those peachy lips of yours and emit a tiny ripple of childish laughter, your neck would tilt backwards, head craning up as if to locate the universe's ceiling and eyes closed the way clams shut off mysteriously.

You are beautiful, so much, unthinkably and ravishingly. You became a magnet in just less than a second and I can't even deny that I can't escape the field of attraction you're emitting. After your mini-episode of sunlight childishness, you then rush from your fixed ground to the cascading heavens atop me. Of course I'd catch you, I seriously don't want my munchkin to become old girl's doll (amputated and waste that is) but hey, even if you become broken, the hands you once intertwined with yours will not waste a heartbeat and will respond to your stead immediately. I'd pick it up, jagged shards to bladed edges, carefully and mildly, I'd then place back these pieces to where it was once before, and baby remember, you may see yourself destructive at all times but do brand this inside your brazed mind, open up to my touch, I'd like to spark and ignite danger I'm addicted to, I'd like you to feel what I've felt these past few days of just having pure barbaric adventure ( too intense lol ) don't be afraid, just a little bit, tear away the edge of your rose wallpaper, expose the wall underneath the everything, cause love, all i ever want is you, nothing more, nothing greater, so please, i don't want you hurting, i want you loved and tended, i want you mine.