One sided

You fell for her when you saw her smile. You fell for her when you hugged her tight. You fell for her when you came to know her. You fell for her when she cried. And then you fell so hard, when she got committed with someone else. That day you didn't fell in love, instead you fell from the sky where you had dreamt a beautiful future with her. The best and the worst part of life is when you fall for your best friend. You can't tell her how much you love her, because you are afraid to lose something precious. Something more than love. Friendship. You can't afford to lose her, you can't afford to see her cry because of you. And so you decide to keep this love inside your heart. Every time your heart breaks a bit when you see her with him. You feel to die. You know a truth. Truth that breaking your heart all at once is better than breaking it a bit by bit everyday. But you just can't confess. You just can't. You want to be happy. You want to love again but you end up loving her again. You isolate yourself. You try to push everyone away from your life. You want to run away. You are tired of hiding your love. Tired of crying. Tired of loving. But just can't unlove her. No matter how hard you try, you just can't. You wait for the correct moment to tell her. And then, you end up Convincing yourself that things won't change now. Loving her destroyed you physically, mentally and emotionally. And day by day, bit by bit you are dying. But is any girl worth sacrificing your life?
Its hard to move on, but if you know something is Killing you, you need to kill it before it kills you completely. You think you need someone to move on. You think you can't move on until you start loving someone else. So dear, start loving yourself. Start caring for yourself. Know your worth. Know the worth of your beautiful life. You have spent so many days in depression but its time to smile again, be happy again, to live again. You have given a life, a beautiful life. The life you want to end, is what one may wish to get. You are loved by so many people, But you don't value their love. Something you should. Every day in our life is a gift, value it because not everyone has this special gift.