Open Letter #1: To Myself Who Went Missing

Hey,

I'm still looking for you. I can't seem to find you anywhere. I'm sorry I lost you. I thought I wouldn't be able to lose you.

I thought I couldn't lose you. But, like most people, you just proved me wrong. I'm sorry. I really am.

I'm sorry for being weak. I'm sorry for crying. I'm sorry for making you feel like you're worth nothing. I'm sorry for not loving you enough. I'm sorry for letting you push yourself away. You deserve so much better. You deserve a soul so much better. A lot of people love you. You've got someone falling in love with you. I'm sorry for letting you go lost. Please, come back. Please.

You're worth everything in this world. You are loved and cherished. You don't need to please everyone. Even if you're broken, they will still love you. You don't have to be scared anymore. You can still be brave and strong without any facades. You can do all sorts of things. You are worth something. You. Are. Worth. Everything. Trust me. I know you better than anyone.

And I'm sorry for even questioning this. Of course, I know you.

I'm not going to lose hope again. You're going to find yourself and guess what?

You are going to be fixed.

Forever here,
You