What is beautiful.
I held a hand, smooth and soft . Rightful for a girl.
When we first met I recognize you because of your finger nails. The shape and color are just like hers, now I realize that's wrong.
You've got a man's hands. Your hand is smooth and soft but really different. Your hand is beautiful on its own, it's incomparable.
You are beautiful.
You denied these words and called yourself dirty.
What is beautiful.
I held you close as the elevator does the same.
Your knees weakened.
I kissed you because I wanted to.
I said I love you.
And you cried.
We were not strong enough to fight for this kind of love. And we were young.
The time flew I saw you on an elevator.
You can now ride it fine.
And you were with that girl.
I hugged the woman in my arms now. Soft and warm.
"Eh what is it?" Her face lit of bright red. Come to think of it I want to see your face like this too.
I imagined her being you and I can't help but smile
One day I'll come back.
Strong. Brave enough.
And I'll claim your love.
I love you
The time will come and I will say it again to you.
And I will not let you go away.
Just wait.
Wait for me.
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For my own satisfaction.
Yep this is from a man's pov to a man he loves. Yaoi yaoi mwahahaha
"Utsukushi Utsukushi Utsukushi"
A yaoi Manga. Read and you'll understand this messy writing, well hopefully. Hihihi