most of the time its late at night that i feel the need of writting but i need silence, i love silence in fact i like being alone not all the time but most of it, when im writiing i prefer being alone, i can be calm and review everything in my head with images and sounds its messy but its there, like a movie a dramatic movie with no suspence since i know whats going to happenbut i can feel the emotions, the feelings when it gets scary, its like im reliving it all over again.
feelings are the most important thing in life, it decides whats next for you .
there's a kind of people that can Control there feelings those people are from where i see it the strong ones, they use their brain most but they still have a heart , they have their weak point hard to find and reach but its somewhere deep inside , if you're good to them they'll be good to you , they are afraid of pain without tasting it , those people are strong enough to stand against life, they protect their heart well enough so it keeps pumping blood like it's supposed to be , i deeply respect these people they only hurt once they get hurt , i sadly am not one of them
and there is the ones with no feelings, heartless, cold people the ones everybody should stay away from, there better with themselfs or others like them nobody gets hurt they don't care, but when a random heart is around they bleed it with no regret, they probably spread around everyday thats selfishness, you can't hurt them you can't hurt someone who dosen't really have a heart , they are just living one day at the time , no goals, no culture most of the time and no education nothing in fact a lost life , they do not see that untill its too late when they loose evrybody when they get hitted by lonelyness when they are in trouble and there is nobody around anymore that day they might wake up and stop hurting
to be in pain alone is the worst thing ever please think twice before breaking a heart some never move on . .