Hey girl !!
How are you.. ?? I hope you are fine. ( Oh god its so tough to talk to myself, huh ! Anyways ) Hows your life going ? Good na ? I know you are not quiet satisfied with your life, nothing is happening according to your expectations, but dear, life is not about expected things, its about unexpected things and how you find happiness in those unexpected things. Its not easy to find happiness in all situations but still, you are a brave one. You know how to survive in all situations. Life had been tough for you from your childhood. But as said in many fantasy stories, the toughness will make you a hero in the end. All your heartbreaks and failures will make you a successful person. But everything will not change in a blink of eye. It will take time. You are now worried about your career. The continuous failure in your job had been hard on you. But don't take that too harshly. Eventually you will be on the top. Because of no-job-situation, people ( especially those gossip aunties ) are making you irritate with their senseless questions. But don't let their remarks depress you, don't show them how irritated you are, don't give them satisfaction by giving curt answers. Think that they are just bunch of good-for-nothing people ( and they truly are ) who are trying to demoralize you. Take their taunts in a positive way and work hard so that one day you can give them kick-ass-answers. Be with those people who support you, understand you, love you. Aah ! Love !? The word is like an acid to my heart. He is the whole point of my depression. If he hadn't had left me. I wouldn't have felt so lonely. What I have not done for him ? I wasted whole one year after our break-up to convince him that we are made for each-other. I tried at my best to bring him back. But he was just too stubborn. He wanted to be single. God , how stupid I was. Why I went for him even if he didn't wanted me ? Why I made him the center of my world ? Why I made him so important in my life that without him nothing feels good ? Without him nothing feels good ???? No, no, I should change that notion. I was born alone, lived alone till he came to my life. But I was happy all those times before him. So why now my happiness depends on him ? Its not good. I should not hand over my key to happiness to some other person. I should learn to be happy without him, like before. Be happy and be more confident. I will show the world that their opinions, their betrayals had not made me a loser. I will emerge as a winner. All those people who have resented me,ignored me will regret. So keep faith in god, keep moving, work harder than ever and you will get results. And don't ever feel lonely because even though there is no one to love me I will love myself. I will keep myself happy .
Yours lovingly,
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