I'm sorry for being like this.
If all I knew was to follow orders from you. And cannot even deny a bit of it or even just defend myself to say no. 'Cause all you want for me to say was yes. Yes and nothing else. And start moving like a puppet being controlled. So I'm sorry if I grew up like one. I have it already. I have it in me. That I can't even trust myself's what is what, why is why or who is who. I have to be manipulated. I need to. For my betterment.. No, for everybody's. And for that "everybody" I was dumb. And I am still dumb. And forever will be.
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