Putting a Middle Finger to the Sky

The worst year is ending! I'm wondering what fcked up bombs await us in 2021 (aside from life as it already is ofc)... Before that though, my friends are making sure we get to make the best out of the remaining days of this month and year... (yep we still have plans :))))

...so we got drunk late in the afternoon yesterday.

AHAHA. It was a good kind of drunk.. Just screaming out and laughing all the sht off with a friend at another friend's house. And of course, I still remember the topics we had...here comes the rant.

Another day that my broken best-friendship was dug up. Fucking three years and counting already, maaaan. And people still couldn't get over that sht? They didn't lose anything though so why is it still such a big deal to them? Why so invested? And fuck. It honestly blows my mind to know he still talks about me to friends he knows I'm also friends with. Damn, dudes. He asks about how I'm doing. HAHAHA. What now? Having regrets? That's a big fuck you, then :)))

Oh one thing! The audacity to freakin' say IT'S ALL JUST A MISUNDERSTANDING????? I'm laughing AF, he called that sht a misunderstanding. So fuckin' immature and low. MISUNDERSTANDING YOUR ASS.

Good thing I'm getting better at losing people, it's even becoming an achievement of a lifetime. Other than that, I just want people who don't like talking to me anymore nor want to do anything with me again 'coz I hurt their feelings get off my boat. At least my ex-best friend had the guts to block me to not see me in social media platforms anymore. I'll give him that. That's the wisest move, douchebag *applause*

So some free advice? Hey, lurkers! Feel free to just go follow his footsteps and call it a 'misunderstanding,' too, for your pride's sakes and storytelling to your other friends! You have my whole fckin' permission. I wouldn't mind at all. Just don't come back telling me about regrets when you do (if you felt being called out then duuuuh, for sure this is for you).

Yeah. That's it. Am I drunk now? No. I don't vent shit when intoxicated. This is a whole fckin' rant of a clear-headed me. Am I gonna get drunk again? Hell yeah. Off to buy some vodka now. Bye 🖕