Revived

You died.
You died in my heart.
You weren’t mine,
I wasn’t yours
I loved you,
I hope you did too

I tried to be happy for you.
When you chose to love her.
and you chose to leave me.

You were the reason why I write

Why I write the pain
Of Ink with tears

The time you stopped making me smile,
I thought my world ended.
The time you made me cry,
I thought I’ll forever cry.

The fear of losing you.
It was like the fear of dying.

You stepped forward,
Without even looking at me,
The pain was so damn hard to hold.

And it was harder to smile
When the rest of me frowns.
It was even harder to laugh.
When deep inside I am yelling.

I sympathize for the death of my heart.
I sympathize for the death of my love.

It finally died.
You died.
You died in my heart.
But the pain was revived.

Yesterday.
I was insane crying.
Crying because the pain was revived.
Everything was replayed.

The ache.
It went back.
The tears.
They were revived.
You died.

You died in my heart.
I was insane crying.
Crying because the pain was revived.
Again.

The pain still lived.

Revived.
You died.
You died in my heart.
You weren’t mine.
I wasn’t yours.
I loved you.
I hope you did too.