It's started when you chat me. Everything seems so real,
i felt happiness but i never felt love.
You thought our feelings are mutual, maybe it is but maybe it's not.
You can call me a heartless person i'll accept that because that's really i am,
don't be fool with my words,
don't be fool with my actions,
because it will just lead you with your misconceptions.
I'm not your wonder woman that will save you in trouble because i'm the one who's making trouble,
i'm not the person who will fix your broken heart because i'm the one who did that to you.
I didn't told you to hope for me because from the first place, i didn't told you to do so.
You deserve to be loved by someone but i'm sorry it's not me,
I know i'm wrong for leaving you without any explanations, as i told you when you asked me what happened? Why so sudden? It's for your own sake.
I didn't told you this but i'm keeping you away from me because i don't deserve you.
How can i love you? If i can't even love myself, i'm sorry for killing your heart
I'm sorry, I'm sorry i know this sorry won't take away the hurt but at least you know that I'm sad.
I'm sorry for letting you in my crooked mind, i tried i really tried for you but my darkness keeps pulling me.
At first i hope for you, but eventually you give me reason not too, you left me hanging for no good reason.
I think it has a big part why I didn't bother to fight for you, to stay, because you also didn't bother to give me a reason.
Being cold is what I am, darkness is my soul, and pain is were i live.
Our paths may not lead back to each other but I'm happy that it once did.