in sound of these dead footsteps,
why do i pull people close and ask for space
I have secrets, I'm gonna reveal em all
I said words, that have hurt many, I can't erase
I've left people damaged, can't heal em
I've left myself damaged in the rain
and I've loved people with the most fearless eyes
I've loved people who had no love for me, breaths in vain
and I've judged people, when I should've just ignored
happier now, but becomes depressed in seconds
I want them to be happier, but it all comes back to people
people who left me broken.
I don't wanna talk about it, cause I can't do a thing about it
I've left attachments, I say with the biggest smile and the shine in my eyes
deep inside, I know I'm still a fluff ball of emotions.
I miss that
when I was 7, held his hand tight
we were best friends, literally the best
I miss that,
when I was 14, held the badminton
played for hours, had nothing to worry about
I miss that,
when I was 16, held the pen tight
started writing, all was new
now, when I'm 18
I look back to my secrets
and damn, I miss that.
I want to relive, the emotions of happiness that flushed through my veins
the time I was careless
I'm still careless
damn, I need a babysitter.