Shaky

This is what I describe the relationship I have. As time of departure is approaching, the more the fear of "what-will-happen-next?". The Long distance relationship. I asked him - why it has to be you out of all people? Why am I inlove with a relative and my childhood friend? I've come so far that I ended up with my neighbor. (This story is so common and familiar). But why it has to be you?  I never imagine myself being afraid of loosing someone. ( am I too teritorial?) I never thought to be this jealous with one person. To be as shallow and immature to be out of mood when you look at other things other than me. Did I just convince myself that I love you in a deeper sense?