Shame on you.
You knew the signs and yet you did nothing.
You knew he will not spend even coins to call you,
yet, you spend more to be with him.
You knew he will not bother to stay up late to hear your heart,
yet, you convince yourself he's just tired.
You knew he will not help himself to be the one for you,
so, you did all the work to make everything better.
You knew he likes to be with someone else in front of you,
yet you keep telling yourself, he values you.
You knew he don't want to love you,
yet, you hope to be his fallback.
You knew he is not afraid to risk,
but you're not the one he's about to trade it all.
You knew he wanted your company,
but you knew also, he's just lonely.
You knew he loved all those kisses,
but you knew he would enjoy any other's kisses.
You knew he will never be yours,
but you ought to be his.
You knew the lies between his every line,
yet, you wanted to believe and start lying to yourself.
You knew all these things,
you felt those pains and you saw how desperate and helpless you'll become, and now you are.
Shame on you.
Shame on you.