yes, you. you ruined me.
I'm no more the person I used to be, and I don't know where did I drop my feelings in a hurry to be emotionless to catch the bus of acceptance. love, love, love, that's all, love, that's exactly, love, that is what I gave you! I'm sad, I'm angry, festivals don't excite me anymore, you broke my heart, I though I can fix it on my own, or time will fix it, but I was so wrong. I was so so wrong.
its been half a year, and I'm stuck with the memories. I don't want to think about you, but we were so beautiful, magic. lost my best friend at 16, then you cam found me. and now that friend is helping me to get over you. I can't. I just can't. I still cry, every night. happy kid in the daylight, the depressed soul in the night, thank you my ex best friend. thank you.
just a teenager, writing about how much I loved a person. but, it was my fault isn't it? loving someone is, letting them break you completely isn't it? I loved you, you ruined me. and the next thing I know, I miss you. I miss you, when I walk by the street where we used to walk for hours, I miss you when I walk past your house, thinking about the memories we held.
I got one thing stuck in my mind, why do i still think about you sometimes when I have such angels in my life.
I'm sorry to the people, who love me so much, for still loving the person, who ruined me.