Sick Love

Dear I'm different, weird and I don't even know how to describe my own personality

I know I  have a sick way of thinking but this is the only thing that binds me to reality.

If only I can be like other girls, who love make ups and would die for curls but as you can see, I love the simple boring old me.

I know I have to act like a lady to please everyone, But as long as you're there all I need is to impress you. In fact, I really don't care If I matter to anyone.

When you came along the lane I trusted you and gave it all away, but the truth is I was stupid enough to follow your own way

I closed my conscience and shut it off I know she's right But I'm inlove with you.

So I rebelled against my own thoughts and picked you! 

Oh, I realized how awful my decision was, Please God tell me What am I gonna do?

Now I am in regrets and I suffer from all the consequences then a warm hand caressed my cheeks and told me to rest.