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Stay

" Don't tell me this sky is art with a bird in its heart:I'll end up asking you to hang in there till i capture it  but you won't"
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1)If this life was a fairy tale ,you might be a prince charming in a whatsoever unique coloured car you have and I would be the Cinderella running away from you (because that's what l do) forgetting my shoe but wait I did forget something, well another reason to meet ,isn't it ?
2)We are 'grown out of clichés  emotionally drained people and that is why I sat almost like 5 hours in car with you and didn't look in your eyes and you don't feel a thing.Can't lie you got a beautiful pair of eyes but they lie,sorry. I know we're healing and have serious issues but this isn't going to be something productive yet I hold on so when you tell me not to love you, i end up questioning the veracity of 'we' Stupid me
3)Someday I ask you to leave and other day I tell you to stay it's only because I named you 'Stay' in my docs and it takes time to delete it. But like you don't delete your pictures ,I don't delete what I write. I tell you I'm scared of you , I'm scared of liking you and I'm scared of ending up to be the smoke that you take in and puff out after the essence is over,after you have used it to calm your desires but this game of staying and leaving is too much fun to avoid
4)I told,I would write a poem on you but poems are too mainstream for you ,so sit back read and enjoy ,give yourself an ego boost. If you're planning to do a number on me ,trust me I will do a better number on you but like Taylor says " honestly who's counting" Neither one of us is but in the end one of us will end up getting hurt. And you're the one who doesn't keep hopes,so you know !
5) I'll not ask you to stay ,I'll act passive aggressive with you and then at the end of the day I'll send you animal videos,congrats you're dealing with a psycho  but out of all things I'll do at your face ,trust me I don't want to suffocate you so the day you feel like leaving ,do it (keep your character aside)cause we're old for that shit
6)But tbh I want you to hang in there till we heal and see where this goes(until I extract art from you)