Launchorasince 2014
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story two

Do not trespass my thoughts please! I too have feelings. Sounds odd to you right, because you only see what I show you, blame it on the destiny that I have been born with.  You talk to me for hours and you tell me that you love me, but the very next minute you get so defensive. I can read your thoughts, your fears and your purpose and they are fully aligned, but boy I too have feelings, do not breach them. 

You go back to the happiness of earth and I  quietly sneak out of your mind, it is only so much of me that matters to you. You are immersed in plenty of things and I feel lost in plenty of you! ours worlds are so strange and ironical. 

Love! isn't that supposed to be the most empowering feeling on earth? then why have I fallen in it?? This gorge is deep and dark and believe me it is lonely too. Some days it feels so helpless, so numb and so ridiculous. I was hoping all these years that one day when I find love it will empower me and bring along the trails of happiness but look at this, when i found love it just wasn't mine, it can never be mine!

Don't be scared, I know what it feels like to have nothing and so I shall fiercely protect the world that is yours, my emotions shall never betray me and you will never know that I loved you too. 

On a certain plane, in a certain world, about a certain time I will hope that destiny brings you about to me, but even if it doesn't I would still try to feel complete with your laughter that rings in my soul.