Strange Magical Love

feelings seem strange and distant

love seems so close yet so distant

trust seems so strong yet so fragile 

your words seem so comforting yet so frightening

your thoughts seem so satisfying yet so troubling.

Who are you??

You a seem like an angel from heaven, one that seems too good to be true 

You seem like someone from my dreams; someone whose actuality seemed impractical and hopeless.

Who are you??

You seem like someone whose existence is impossible in this world;

Someone who is just too good  to be true;

Someone with all qualities i could ever wish for;

Someone with whom I would love to spend my entire life.

Who are you?? 

Although i have so much feelings for you;

The thought of you being just like the rest scares me; It stops my heart from trusting you fully.

The thought of you leaving me just like the others did

Thoughts of you being like the rest give me sleepless nights but alas that tiny promise you gave me of you not being like the others put me to sleep, peaceful sleep