Taking the risk again

I told myself lately that I am starting to build a new life without you in the picture. I am now reviving my old self that was shuttered when we parted ways. Trying my best so hard to forget you, to let you go and to move on from everything. But what I am building were then again shuttered into pieces when you came back and told me that you still love me.

I've been waiting for that moment to happen. I thought it was just a dream but I'm not sleeping.  I am in the reality of life.  I am awake and that "dream-like" moment was real.  You utter the words that I've been waiting for years to hear again. "I still love you". Then, without any hesitations,  I reaponded with what I really feel for you from the start until now, I still love you too.

But after that perfect moment happened, I began to question myself again. Is this a start of something new or were just trying to get back and have thag immature kind of love again where we would keep on digging up what happened in the past.  Is thus love really meant to give a try again after all those unbearable pain that cause us to hate each other and almoat forgot the friendship that we have in the first place. Despite of these questions and hesitations, I will still take the risk,give it a try, and I hope that this second chance that was given to us will last for a lifetime.