That Part Of Me

A part of me dies every day
That wants to listen what you wish to say
Another part fights and lives on
That tried to bury the memories that are long gone
Still I wish to see, one last time
Still I want to be brave enough to call you mine
I am the only one who wants to live
But my other half has nothing to give
I wish I could let you go, and let myself die
I wish I could kick you out and say goodbye
One half of me wants to keep you close and hold you forever
But the other half knows that you are not mine, not now not ever
I still feel you and your touch on my skin
Your lips pressed against mine, and your stupid grin
One part of me wants to touch you again
But the other part reminds me of the never ending pain
One part of my still belongs to you
But the other part tries to snatch it back too
One part will eventually win and we'll see
Which part of these two becomes the new me.