The Dilemma

Dead inside, cold and dark
Better not to feel anything, not even a single spark
But what to do when the ray of hope shines in your eyes?
When you know the truth, but still want to believe the lies..

Moving on, but something's holding me back
Changing my lanes, but it still seems to be a familiar track
What to do when you know the tracks are leading you to him?
When you tried to cut him off, but it wasn't the perfect trim...

Pushing him away, kicking him out
But I still want him back, try to hear me shout
What to do when you know you are shouting but he doesn't hear a thing?
When your heart is his kingdom, but he's the gone away king...

Missing him is a painful storm
But seeing him smile still makes my heart warm
What to do when you know you can't hate him but loving him is worse?
When you know this distance is nothing but a curse...