I can't see him but I can feel him. I know he is just there. Always right there - guiding my steps not to fade away, making sure my path is on the right track. With the thoughts of him blurting out of my mind, I ceased walking at the center of our favorite place. Just a good spot where everyone can lend an eye on me; on us, maybe. I did not know why my feet could no longer move, as if it were cemented with winning fear and courage at the same time. Just when I was struggling with my feelings, I felt him reached for me putting his arms around my waist, grabbed my spotted brown arms and found my awful hands. That awful dirty hands suddenly spread wide open linking my fingers with his perfect ones. What a perfect fit, I doubtedly thought.
I could not move. I could not breathe. My world was put into an end, although, I can still hear the voices of people suspecting these two creatures right in front of them. I could, as well, hear my heart beating fast along with the rhythm of his chest. Suddenly, he pulled me closer, bent his perfect angled head over my shoulder, letting our cheeks kiss each other. We started to take another step just like that, as if no one is blocking, as if everyone is visionless, as if we were tied with keyless lock afraid of letting go.
But then I thought, why would I care? Why would I try to stop a moment like this when I've been dying for it? For him? For seeing those mysterious black eyes? For touching such soft scented skin? To feel the kind of feeling I wanted to feel from him. To be comfortable in his arms, like a blanket not letting me harm. I've been craving for his eyes to stare this woman right in front of him and just never have a grudge to hold back anymore.
I can if I will. I can if I will, hold his soft hands with my withered palms. I can if I will, hug his warm heart with my cold core. I can if I will, grab his chin and taste his curved lips with my cracked ones. I can. But, it should be not my will. It is not my will. Neither his will. Neither their will. Because this very moment only happens in my kind of world. A world where I and he were the only ones I see. And this world disappears by the time I open my eyes and go back to reality.