The Girl who loved too much!

You loved him. Right? Every little thing that you did involved him. You day-dreamt about him, you both saw dreams together that you both wished to fulfill. Remember the way your friends teased you with his name while he was passing by? And the way you blushed and showed that you're getting irritated but inside loving it! Remember his cute face? And his laughter? It seemed like the most comfortable sight! And the way he looked into your eyes and told you that he loved you or the way he held your hands and did that tickling on your palm? You loved it right? The little surprises that he gave and how a single text from him could change your whole mood. You fell soo much in love with him that you lost yourself. You gave so much that you didn't expect anything in return. You loved him more than anything else and what did he do? Left you with all those memories. Left you there and never returned back? And you sat there like dumb ass crying again and again, revisiting those old memories, his stupid face and the way he sang silly songs and thinking what wrong you did? Thinking how good it could have been if you both were still together. Girl! You better stop thinking and blaming yourself for that guy who gave nothing to you but tears! You better pick yourself up, adjust your tiara and walk back into your life again! Remember the time when there was no boy thing in your life. Your friends, your family and their happiness was everything to you! Yes, go back to that life again. Why cry over a silly guy who did nothing? Stop thinking about why and how you lost him. You didn't lose him, he lost you. He lost the girl who could have done anything just to see him smile, who could sacrifice anything for him, but you lost the guy who would have left you for someone else! The problem is you always kept on thinking that he'll change but he won't. If you really mattered to him he would have not left you alone. Stop thinking about him and wasting your precious time instead go out to new places, meet new people, give yourself a break from this shit and your new life will follow!