The Man in My Prayer

To the one I'm praying for: 

You're my greatest man friend, you're my closest man friend and to be honest it is the first time that I felt this feeling that I have for you. But I have to stop, stop looking at you from a far. Stop hoping that there is something because I know that both of us are not yet ready. We are not yet ready to pursue the reality because the truth is we are still immature. Both of us still need to grow in Faith and with God, perhaps separately. Both of us need to deepen our relationship to God first. Today I choose to to let go of my thoughts and feelings about you. And I'll just be thankful that I met you and  be contented in being your friend, for now.  And one day when the right time comes, when  both of us are ready in all aspects of life and when it has become the will of the Father. Pursue me and I'll wait for your coming. For I'll guard my heart all the way even from you and will for the right time. But if it is not the will of the Father let's just be happy for the both of us in the future.

Sincerely yours,
Your friend that prays for you