The Pain She Bears

She was once an angel

A darling of the crowd

She gaves hopes to everyone

But she change when someone breaks her heart.

She learned to keep her feelings in secret

She learned to distance herself from anybody

She made herself blind from reality

She started to change into stranger.

She used to smile every morning

She used to love herself

She used to do a lot of things

But she changed  because she is afraid

She used to love everybody

But now she avoid everyone

She started to distance herself from attention

Because she always feel that everyone will betray her again

She wants to ask her friends... Why did you abandoned me?

She wants to ask her parents... Why is it always me?

She wants to ask her classmates and schoolmates... What did I do to all of you?

She wants to ask herself... What happend to you?

She wrote a letter from a piece of paper

Put all words she can't say

Ready all the medicines in the table

The moment she took all the medicine from the table... She cried and said "I can't"