The Risk I take, The Words Unsaid, and A Letter to the Rain

I'm no writer
But tonight I will write
Write the thoughts I used to say
To the person I used to trust

Being in a toxic relationship makes you feel scared of trying again

But for you, I jumped
I see all the best things in you
The traits I've been looking for a person

And you see all the best things in me
The things you've been looking for a person too,
No, the things you've been looking for a guy.

I'm not mad at you

You treat me well
You make me feel loved and secured
You listened to me
You cling to me
You have the warmest hug
You have the soft kisses

You make me feel that I'm in a perfect relationship
And all of a sudden, you've changed.

No more willingness to talk
No more exchanging of iloveyou's
No more clinginess
No more extended hugs

And you did change...
Not you, but your mind

Oh no! I'm a gal
And you're a gal, a straight gal.

You choose gender over love
And it's fine with me

You love me by your heart
But not with your eyes

All of the assuring words you've said
Turns into dust

All those sweet promises you've said.
I should've known that you only mean it for that day
Not for tomorrow

It's fine, you'll learn by mistake
But please stop making careless decisions

And making promises that has no backbones.

For it might help you grow
But the other might ruin

And I wish to see you again

My dear