The Road to Uncertainty

I'm certain and I'm confident. I am so sure that I love you.

You are always playing in my mind like a sweet melody I love to hear.

I'm never tired thinking about you but there is one thing I'm hesitant about.

I'm travelling a narrow long road of uncertainty.

Do you hear the same count of heartbeat I have?

Do you even know I exist?

I knew It's so unfair for me to ask all of this things from you, 

But what can I do if my heart pushes me to.

It was the persistence of my heart to continue loving you even in the midst of a doubtful and fearful night.

I know you are my best friend and I should share the cause of my chaotic mind.

However, how can I share it when nothing is inside my mind but you.

It's so hard for me to tell it to you because I am not sure if you could still accept me and love me as your friend the same after confession.

Even thinking to confess makes my brain crazy. Is it even right for a woman to confess her love to a man?

I'm sorry if I might be giving a different understanding for all the acts of kindness and care you are letting me feel, but it's over.

I have already fallen so deep and I don't know how to climb up to bring my self back to a person who just think of you as my Best Friend.

I know I'm being greedy of dreaming about you to be my both.

To be my best friend and to be my Lover, I greatly Apologize.