Things I got in Return

I loved you, but you hated me.
I trusted you, but you gave me trust issues.
I healed you, but you destroyed me.
I healed your depression, but you pushed me towards depression.
I made you cheerful, but you made me sadder.
I respected you, but you insulted me.
I made you feel special, but you made me feel worthless.
I imagined my future with you, but you gave me painful memories.
I made you my world, but you made me a loner.
I gave you my heart, but you broke it twice.

Even after everything I never blamed you. I never gave up on you. But you left me cuz I was your timepass, your option. But she was real cuz she is your priority. Do you think I deserve this??
           
       In our relationship i.e. in my imagination I only got hurt. Where you sat close to another girl and hugged her nothing happened. But if i talked to a boy then I just became a slut, a cheater, a player and so many other things according to you.

                    My mistake was not falling for you or loving you. But my actual mistake was thinking that you have fallen for me too and loved me back. Whereas you were just playing a game with me. I seperated myself from others for you. Thats how you made a good picture of yourself infront of them.

After all this pain you caused me. I let you go. I freed you from my imaginary world.
   
     Thats why when you left me, I found myself loving me!!