Think of you

I still think of you. 

Every night. Urging myself to stop, dont you ever send a message for him again,he wont even read it so why bother.

I miss you. I'm sorry for the lies, I'm sorry for saying I love you just to make you stay, I'm sorry for playing games, I'm sorry I played you, I shouldn't have. Now you're gone, a thousand miles away from me. 

I reached for you and as we held each others hand, I felt like you were no longer there, until you've finally let go of my hand and walked away from me as if there was nothing between us. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 

I want us together back together, but I know you won't be happy anymore. I know you're tired, so I am here today to let go of you, but know that I'll always be here for you no matter what, I am ready whenever you need someone to talk to with. I'll be here. And I'll always think of you.