Thoughts of you

Can we just for a second , go back in our past to undo a certain things.

To end all our misery .

The mistakes which haunt us at nights.

Can't we just rewrite all that part again.

Wouldn't it be great if we could just not meet again for the first time.

Can't we just not fall again for each other.

What if I never ask your name and you would never take my number.

What if I didn't push myself in your arms and what if you didn't place your lips on mine.

I wish I would've never smiled that day.

I really wish I knew better.

Today ,I'm sorry to say that I fell out of love. 

And I really regret falling in the first place.

And I know it may sound mean and bitchy on my part but for what you've done I really wish you rot in hell.

You don't know how painful it is to curse you on the piece of paper ,my pen seems to get paralysed on writing something so evil about you but baby I need a vessel to suck out all the poison out of my heart , and even today I love you so much that my mouth gets dry and my voice starts to fade somewhere in the oblivion of the thoughts of you.

You see even after all this time, you will forever be my 'Always'.