Time, Tell me the Truth

Time? Tell me the truth.
Why do those days bring out a river of tears?
A river carrying me to a bay of pain and fear.
The memories are cruel.
Will I truly heal?

Time? Show me what is right to do
against the tide of expectation lurking in my shallow mind
which pulls me away from the shore of genuine felicity
to the depth of swallowing nothingness
Will I truly change?

Time? Aren't these enough?
Experienced numerous unfortunate love affairs
Raging, daring, exciting
Yet painful and traumatizing
Purely disconcerted epic fails
Will I be truly happy?

Now that I see my path once again,
Now that I'm with someone once again,
I'm hoping that this is the right one.

Time, tell me the truth.
Will this be the last one?