I am happy today... not because I got appreciation for my work but because for the first time probably, A nice guy approached me on his own...
you know saying hi and asking about stuff and making efforts to get to know kind of things.
It’s not that I am not attractive or anything. I wouldn't say very attractive but quite averagish probably...
It’s like I don't have any complex and all...
So here I was sipping my coffee alone as I usually did...
Yeah that’s true... my work place is very quiet where hardly anyone interacts with anyone..
And to top it all I am among only 3 females here ... and that too married ones..
Not that I have some allergies from married ladies... just that I come under a much younger demographic, So making conversation is a tad difficult. I am sort of in between age and mentality where I feel weird hanging out with people with kids coz well, I am just a single girl not that young but not that age as well. 23ish to be precise.
So I eat alone by myself... every day since past 5 months... and work and leave.. Is how my routine goes.
So back to the main topic…
He approached and we began talking... turned out we joined on the same date..
It just felt nice.. To talk to someone nice after a really long time... some casual flirtations are good for health...very hard for me to come across.
When it comes to approach guys.. I am a big lame in that..
Starting a conversation randomly specially with someone I found attractive is way too much work for me.
And to go through all the mental ordeal, I’d rather be alone..
Yeah, I am that lethargic.
Also there's this fear of being judged... I don't think it’s really appreciated if a girl makes the first move..
I may be wrong as well... but that’s been my experience..
I have tried in past... but either they didn't find me good enough or probably got intimidated..
I really don't know!!!
And the whole new tech deal these days of flirty chatting on WhatsApp and fb doesn't really impress me..
This growing virtual trend indeed makes me sad.... I agree there's more confidence and less nervousness in virtual interaction..
But really?? Probably I would do the same... but old time romance is so much more better..
I would so much like the traditional approach... 2 people approaching offline.. Meeting for a cup of coffee..
Talking face to face on various topics... and fixing another date or not... depending on date of course...
Being really for real is what I am saying...
Anyway did I mention he was cute ... hope life brings me more such experiences once in a while.
I love the tiny butterflies I get when I am flirted with nice guys from whom I don't mind flirtations.